Father John J. Lombardi
Heat. Humidity.
Harriedness. And then: arrival,after a long-ish
journey to a foreign land they knew not--New
Orleans-land of Jazz, the French Quarter and
Hurricane Katrina's devastating wrath; they made
it, finally. Then they all got hit: hurry up and
wait, which is, you may know, part of all
pilgrimages. You do this all the time in
journeying. This time: wait for an hour of
processing of five mini-caravans rented for
transportation in New Orleans. The five drivers
were then met by the bus driver, who,
contravening the pent up frustrations and
beaurocracy, loudly and cheerfully gave a big
New Orleans smile, "Welcome to New Orleans!"--,
expressed as if sent from God to convert and
comfort the weary Trinitarian troops His simple
saying and radiant countenance transformed their
nervousness into opportunity, hope, welcome
-instantly. They were now embarking on our
pilgrimage after months of planning, soon to
experience throughout a lot of salvation out of
suffering.
They came from the
Grotto and Washington DC to fix up houses-"gut
them," as they say, to give some hope and a
little spiritual solidarity to a hurting part of
the Mystical Body in America
As a propitious omen, on
the plane ride down they met a lady traveling
with her husband and two children. Wearing a
roman collar makes one "constructively
conspicuous," and opens doors-especially of
suffering hearts. You never know what is below
the surface. As the pilgrims, children and
adults talked, joked and even played some games,
barriers broke, and the mother she asked the
priest, sheepishly-"Could you pray for my Mom?"
"Sure--what is her name?" She then said her Mom
survived Hurricane Katrina in New Orleans, but
later tried to take her own life. Thankfully a
pilgrim brought some Miraculous Medals along and
so gave them to this family and one for her mom:
the Mystical Body mystically connecting at
30,000 feet. Gratefully the daughter received it
and amidst this previous playful family silence
reigned as they clenched their Medals.
Sacramentals are sometimes conduits to Salvation
out of suffering. The family gave a grateful
reply which was a constant refrain: "Thank you
for helping out." Healing. That's what everyone
needs-and New Orleans-post-Katrina ten months
later still, came a surprising hope out of
helplessness. Christ the Lord was healing His
people.
This Sunday we celebrate
The Body of Christ-Corpus Christi. This
traditional, beautiful Solemnity celebrates
Christ's Love for us especially thru the Blessed
Sacrament of Mass and Holy Communion. It can
also celebrate Jesus in others--in His Mystical
Body, hidden in "disguises", especially in the
poor, sick, dying and the despairing. Jesus
says: "In the world you will have many troubles,
but fear not, I have overcome the world" (Jn
16:33). Here, now, are some reflections of a
Pilgrimage-Service Trip to New Orleans and
overcoming the world…
The pilgrims' (seeming)
goal: to gut houses with Helping Hands branch of
Associated Catholic Charities of New Orleans.
Their deeper goal-Pilgrimage to God in Holiness
thru service, prayer and spirituality. Their
chant-aspiration-motto: It's all part of the
pilgrimage. Even traveling to New Orleans was
part of the Pilgrimage. God revealed to them
that family in need of healing. The Journey
itself is part of the arrival.
The group consisted of:
25 souls of youth (ten teens), some seniors, a
priest-Chaplin, a navy man and D.C. Capital Hill
fundraiser, an autistic son and his mom, two
Portuguese Americans, a youth director, all
zealous and ready for action-whatever it took,
wherever work and God's call would bring
them-from gutting houses, evangelizing on New
Orleans streets, making countless phone calls
for Catholic Charities to making hundreds of
sandwiches, to throwing a frisbee during
work-breaks to conversing with strangers-their
unspoken desire: keep the hope rolling in the
land of elegance and catastrophe
No boring Pilgrimage was
this: plenty of work to do (intense but
inspiring), a surprise visit to the hospital, on
the job construction training, swimming and
laughing, ice cream socials, sharing sessions of
pilgrimage impressions, museum touring
(considering Creole Catholics), and above all
worship of God and finding Him in the saddest
and most camouflaged of places. There were many,
many epiphanies, and as several folks said: "I
wouldn't want to be anywhere else." They gave
their precious time to serve, pray and work-for
God's Kingdom on Earth.
Just what is "gutting a
house"? For seven days in all they worked on two
houses, one middle class suburban home and
another in the infamous Ninth Ward of poverty
and calamity. This consisted of tearing down dry
walls, removing rotting wooden beams and worn
floor tiles, eliminating electric cables and
light fixtures, generally stripping down a house
to its skeletal frame, and also flossing thru
furniture, pulling out nails (lots of them),
lugging barrels of dust and silt to dump piles,
removing insulation, cleaning out yards
(beautifying them for the hopeful return of the
owners)-a kind of "beautiful destruction
process". On Sunday they decided to work a half
day and then tour the other half day with Jerry,
an engineer-architect local who donated tons of
his time to the Helping Hands Mission, who gave
an expert journey thru New Orleans-an inspiring
epiphany in himself with constant encouragement
and smiles. Then they saw the true chaos of
Katrina. The Russian writer Dostoyevsky, often
quoted by Dorothy Day, once wrote: "Compared to
love in dreams love in action is a harsh and
dreadful thing."
Capturing the thoughts
of many, one person said she was inspired by the
"beautiful noise" of all the intense
deconstruction-working-gutting process-banging
hammers, clashing saws, brushing brooms, tearing
walls down, thrashing and clashing of household
objects, calls for help, booming thuds of
falling timbers, scraping crowbars-all in a
kinda "symphony of chatter" which would normally
annoy souls, in this charitable context became a
kinda eternity collapsing into a temporal
epiphany, an ironic salve to souls if heard
aright because of the very nature of destruction
of reconstruction-a "terrible beauty" conversion
process-no life without regenerating the old
life which was ragged and needed repair. Perhaps
they were repentantly working off sins thru
dusty manual labor for people they would never
see, or simply experienced a catharsis of
physicalist labor, or enjoyed connecting to a
team of a Mystical Body.
They worked, generally,
in half hour shifts-because the work was so
physical and the heat so drenching and
draining-and required lots of water throughout.
They sought relief from the melting, masticating
sun in rare, spaces and slices of shade which
were prized possession spots-and ate simple
sandwiches-cheese, or ham or peanut butter and
jelly which became like seeming feasts for
craving, cragged bodies and souls. They stopped
work at Noon each day for the Angelus (which
celebrates the Incarnation of Jesus), lunch, and
then worked another two hours until quitting
around Three p.m. and prayed a decade of the
Divine Mercy Chaplet. Then clean-up time came
and rush to a liberating shower or a swim.
. One time while working
a pilgrim was haltingly, contemplatively trying
to figure out how to take out a wooden beam and
was un successful several times. He stopped,
looked, listened to the beautiful chatter about,
tried again and nearly gave up, and then a
young, small guy came up seemingly outta
nowhere, stood for one second, reviewed the
situation with one glance, moved up to the
suspect wooden beam and with a big mall coolly
and kinetically knocked it out for the
astonished worker, and then walked away
selflessly. Unplanned lessons of life came like
this voluminously: they all helped each other
gut, scrape, dig, toil for the trinity, often
looking into a ton of work by oneself and then
someone else coming up to help out and the job
mystically disappearing as the many helping
hands complemented one another. What one
couldn't do naturally or physically was done by
all. The Mystical body became just as much body
and sheer force of physical labor and numbers as
it was spiritual and mystical. Salvation out of
suffering by team work. Unplanned lessons like
this abounded
Ward 9 was the site of
their second house gutting-the hardest hit area
where ten feet of water stood for two weeks in
most homes. One day they were all working-masks
on faces, some in hard has, a huge pile of trash
in the front yard, a beehive of activity at the
shoebox like 1920's house, and then came an
elderly lady (this was very unusual as most
places in New Orleans were desolate, ghost-town
like places). She walked gingerly to the front
stoop-step and asked a pilgrim: "Do you want to
see my identification?" She was Rosetta, the
homeowner, and the pilgrim was immediately
humbled by her question, as, here the workers
were, strangers working on her house and she
asks to enter as if a visitor. She greeted the
pilgrims and wanted to enter her home and
retrieve, out of all her belongings some prized
china-flatware. They all stopped work and dug
thru a huge pile of personal belongings
sequestered in a back room. That was what her
life was reduced to: a pile of boxes . Gingerly
they found it and she then beamed some smiles.
John asked her what she wanted us to tell you,
our reader, and others. She said" "It's okay.
God provides, He's in charge. Trust. Thank you!"
Salvation out of suffering. The pilgrim workers
thought the same thought-here is a
"messenger-message", and then took a picture on
the front step with her- happier for having met
the actual face of New Orleans in real
personage. She graciously took her china and
went off, waving cheerfully and the pilgrims
then continued banging walls, cleaning house,
reconstructing her home and a little piece of
the Kingdom.
As their job continued
thru the days they became enlightened, thankful
and blessed by spontaneously-arising leadership
amongst them-unexpected organizers with seeming
gnostic knowledge of nails and wooden things,
while others rose to the occasion doing normal
"grunt-like" labor, some keeping the mystical
chain going by distributing cherished water and
towels for relief, and others doing lighter
work-all adding unity amidst the diversity and
creating a working team out of a seeming chaos
of heat and challenge and catastrophe Thing is:
they did it cheerfully in fun fashion without
"lording it upon others". Meanwhile, other
pilgrims at different places were busy preparing
sandwiches, evangelizing on the streets,
praying, cleaning and preparing "staging sites"
for work troupes arrival-whatever the task,
large or seemingly small, they were reminded:
"It's part of the pilgrimage." Thing is: some
pilgrims experienced an essential spiritual
lesson: previous troubles in life, broken
relationships, job challenges and "back-home
problems" and preoccupations became subsumed by
two components of their Mystical Mission: team
and task The team humor, intense dedication,
varied talents and personalities all
complemented and comforted one another. Their
working force (and sometimes a farce!) became a
family of shared vision which alleviated and
sublimated individual problems creating a unity
of harmony, fun and uplifting faith which can
only come, seemingly, on such pilgrimages. And
the task-of helping a devastated city and
homeowners-- wiped away any self-infatuation and
seeming back-home problems to focus on the
mission of restoring hope and help. Time,
therefore, flew by. Salvation out of
suffering-not least to the pilgrims, too.
After work hours were
joyful times for rest, touring, Mass and holy
hours and meals prepared by a wonderful
permanent deacon-Ernie. At one dinner, so
enthralled was one pilgrim, inspired by Deacon
Ernie's selfless love, he gave him a cheer:
"Give me an 'E'. E!. Give mean 'R': 'R!'…What
does that spell-Ernie!" We all clapped, howled
and hooted. So many of the pilgrims spoke of his
wonderful talent, and the disguised delight of
their stomachs and hard-work days: his cooking
and delicious food. "It's all part of the
pilgrimage."
One night a bunch of
pilgrims went to make a holy hour (Eucharistic
adoration-prayer) in nearby Immaculate
Conception Church. After some time there the
church was closed and a couple left with time
remaining to complete the holy hour. They then
knelt on the front steps outside the church
doors and then a street lady and her daughter
came by-looking worn and needy. They were
invited to pray and so they somewhat nervously
went up and knelt there and were given them a
miraculous medal. Then: suddenly they all heard
a noise-didn't know what it was. Slowly,
ominously the huge bronze doors of the church
began closing-"Oz like". The mom got nervous and
pulled her beautiful child away (she didn't want
to go) and fled the scene. Aahh, the pilgrims
felt-how inopportune for these non-Catholics to
be scarred off by this seeming "Catholic
security ritual"!. A dozen minutes later they
reappeared and after some careful cajoling they
trusted and knelt again to pray to the
Eucharistic Jesus and then were given some more
spiritual gifts-"Perfect love casts out fear" (I
Jn.). They all then left into the night. "It's
all part of the pilgrimage." Salvation out of
suffering.
One night the pilgrims
held a spiritual sharing session to process all
the rich experiences of the pilgrimage so far.
One guy immediately said
that, amidst the manly fun of deconstructing
houses his favorite part was meeting a lady by a
house who thank him and all for the work they
were doing, and then asked if she could hug him
in gratefulness. The young guy was full of silt
and dirt and wearing a breathing mask, probably
looking like an alien. Although he was
appreciative he respectfully declined and she
then cited some Bible verse, and became
convinced-no barrier to charity and thankfulness
and they embraced. All part of the pilgrimage.
Another guy chirped up
and said he was surprised by joy. He was
astonished and inspired by the complete
dedication of the pilgrim-mom who brought her
autistic son who needed constant attention,
24/7, even hand-holding and some loving pulling
pursuing.. The guy was amazed at the mom's
tenacious love and dedication. This pilgrim
himself then had the opportunity to take care of
the autism pilgrim and said holding his hand was
a supreme moment of grace and solidarity for
him. He also said he met a homeless guy, helped
him and saw the face of Jesus in him.
Many recounted the
constant refrain of folks in New Orleans: "Thank
you for coming down and helping us out!-said, of
course, in that delicious southern accent.
Another pilgrim said she normally was shy and
sheepish amongst strangers but amidst this
pilgrim group felt at home, amongst friends, and
didn't even have to put on make up! One guy said
that, amidst the gutting house he entered a
kinda zone of meditation whereby all else was
forgotten but restoration and reconstruction.
Another pilgrim said the incessant prayers
helped that come about. One young lad said he
stepped on a nail and spoke a "choice word" and
then thought, catching himself, "It's part of
the pilgrimage." Salvation out of suffering.
Of course there were
other treats, challenges and surprises, like:
barely catching planes (twice), running thru
airports (a dashing teen), lost, forgotten and
found items (a cell phone) , walking tours of
devastated areas complete with the astounding:
an upturned truck under a crushed house and
nearby, a mystery: an electric wire shot through
a block of tree-wood, and cable-chain hanging
from tree which three youth decided to accept
the challenge of climb in athletic competition;
a street jazz band playing each nite outside our
hotel (for free); a Mass at St Louis Cathedral
(the priest set off the alarm f the Church in
the sanctuary!)…And then, the "topper": one
pilgrim had a terrible toothache, needed a root
canal and didn't sleep one night. The next day
she definitely needed some medicine but
couldn't' get it as a traveler in a foreign
town. Thankfully a nurse at the hospital decided
to see her and eventually the lady got the
medicine. But she still needed some form of an
operation as the plane ride and pressure would
re-open the wound. Obviously we didn't know any
doctors, much less be able tog et an operation.
While waiting in the hospital another lady
noticed a scapular on one of the pilgrims and
began a conversation which led to the lady
recommending a dentists name nearby. The
pilgrims made the call and the dentist was able
to schedule n appointment the next day. Dentist
name? Dr DuBois (Jean Dubois founded the Grotto
and Mt St Mary's)! The pilgrims went and the
lady got the operation done and she said
afterward that she felt like nothing ever
happened. Thing is: Dr DuBois didn't charge a
thing for his immediate inspiring services. All
part of the pilgrimage.
One day they went Street
Evangelizing and some were impressed and "epiphanized"-by
the mom and her autistic child as they ventured
the streets, talking to people, gently bringing
Christ into conversations and also given some
sacramentals out. During another saunter one
pilgrim met a homeless fellow and learned his
story of despair and darkness-and then treated
him to lunch
Lessons in Brief:
As a homeless guy said
to the group (before playing a tune on his
guitar) "Seek ye firs the Kingdom of God and
everything will added unto you" (Mt. 6:33)…Be
thankful for what you have-your home, food and
family…Go and help someone. So many persons are
in despair, even when they appear fair of
happy…Live a life of charity…Always remember as
the group learned: He is the Healer thru your
Helping hands.
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